I'm not that boy that I once was at all And I know you can't accept that I'm all grown up I'll stay in touch but I Have some problems to attend to like How I feel like I'm just not enough And no one seems to give a F about me It keeps compounding I know that everyone is fine without me But this isn't my final shift My last hope Before I take a gun And do something I shouldn't have done I want myself back I want myself back Was tired, angry like always Can't believe you called me today Out of all days Apologize But we both know that's what they all say The sun would shine but now it days It's all grey Should I lie and tell you that it's all grey How I feel like I'm just not enough And no one seems to give a F about me It keeps compounding I know that everyone is fine without me But this isn't my final shift My last hope Before I take a gun And do something I shouldn't have done No, you're apologetic but I'm far from apathetic for you I did this for me and that's true I'm apologetic but I'm far from apathetic for you I did this for me and that's true I have nothing left to lose I have nothing left to lose