I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home I ***in' swear that I care But it's hard when you stare To the bottom of a bottle that is empty and bare Oh, my desolate soul In my desolate home It's my desolate woe Yeah, I'm here all alone I can't think of a reason to get the *** out of bed Curtains closed, lights are off, am I alive or dead? I haven't shaved in a week, I always flirt when I speak Tolerance at its peak, another fit just to sleep Oh, woe is me, woe is me, I guess I need love Hoes, you see, hoes, you see, I'm just in a rut And I swear I'm tryin', baby, please, baby, don't leave Goddamn, I'm a ***er, but I guess that's just me So I'll sit in my room and I'll cry in my bed Thinkin' about all the *** that made me wrong in my head I keep tryin' to climb, but it seems so steep Pour myself a ***in' whiskey and go back to sleep, bitch Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been runnin' these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home I watch my momma cry, she says, baby, why? I say, baby, die, baby's gone like a suicide I don't think you'll see him soon, mom, stay out my room, mom Tell daddy that I hate that mother***in' like you, mom I sing this *** for you, Danny, Sasha, and Jordan These beers keep gettin' warmer every time that I hold them I pour this out for you like a partner in crime It's part of the times when you're sick in the mind Yeah, I'm sick, oh, so sick, I'm so sick of this *** Yeah, I'm lit, oh, so lit, I'm so ***ed up off it So I stumble around, till I stumble fall down To this puddle of my tears layin' here on the ground When you've got nothin' left, you've got nothin' left to lose With my last little single breath, I'll still be singin' to you So when you bury me, man, you better bury me deep And sing along to this song, cause you're broken like me Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong And I wanna go back to the start Back where we started from And I know it's been so long I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong ... Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home Cause I don't wanna be like this I've been running these streets for too long now I've got nothin' that's true but this song now But the further I go, I wanna go home