♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ There's a sky full of light and none of them stars ♪♪ ♪♪ Each white silvery flicker's a faithful reminder to us ♪♪ ♪♪ Of a weight that's in youth that makes a dick of a soul ♪♪ ♪♪ That happened today and it's probably happened before ♪♪ ♪♪ In a crowd unfamiliar, I just wanna touch your familiar face ♪♪ ♪♪ And make friends at the parties I fear the likes of an age ♪♪ ♪♪ To be wanted with truth and make formidable love ♪♪ ♪♪ See light in myself that I see inside everyone else I know ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ It's not a lacking of spine or a physical pulse ♪♪ ♪♪ It's just a feeling of distance akin to a feeling of love ♪♪ ♪♪ Of love and ease, of my limited life ♪♪ ♪♪ The past and the violent and rituals screwing inside ♪♪ ♪♪ The years unfamiliar are made of increasingly digital days ♪♪ ♪♪ And I am grieving the loss of myself with frightening regret ♪♪ ♪♪ In this way missing you when you're so bit small ♪♪ ♪♪ Just stand in the darkness and laugh with your heel on its throat ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ Cause not everything means something, honey ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ Say the unsayable, say the most human thing ♪♪ ♪♪ And if everything is temporary, I will be the unbearable, terrible crisis of me ♪♪ ♪♪ Alone in my house, frozen in time ♪♪ ♪♪ But don't get me wrong now, honey, I am trying ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ The warmth in the eyes and the clearness of thought ♪♪ ♪♪ The deepest of sighs and the frankest of shadows are gone ♪♪ ♪♪ We're pushing a stone up a mountainous waste ♪♪ ♪♪ The lines of the store look like lines on a beautiful face ♪♪ ♪♪ See, I'm not so assured that I'm unusually strong or outstandingly brave ♪♪ ♪♪ I'm more just fumbling around in the dark for the bulk of my day ♪♪ ♪♪ With each weight that's in you and the sum of its small, I will stand in the darkness and laugh with my heel on its throat ♪♪ ♪♪ And not everything means something, honey ♪♪ ♪♪ They say the unsafe will save the ones you have saved ♪♪ ♪♪ And if everything is temporary, I will bear the unbearable, terrible, sweetness of being alone in my house, frozen away ♪♪ ♪♪ But don't get me wrong now, honey, I'm okay ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ Oh, cast me alive, oh, honey, cast me alive ♪♪ ♪♪ Won't you feel me now, goddamn, do you feel me now? ♪♪ ♪♪ Oh, cast me alive, oh, honey, cast me alive ♪♪ ♪♪ Won't you feel me now, goddamn, do you feel me now? ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ Not everything means something, honey, so say the unsayable, say the most human of things ♪♪ ♪♪ If everything is temporary, I will bear the unbearable, terrible triteness of being ♪♪