Reachin' the border of indecisive and overrated Goin' the distance to be so average, I guess I'm faded Trying so hard, but nothing's working, but I'm still kicking Getting my emotions out of sound, but no one listens I feel silence closing in, your words form hands that *** my neck The ceiling is my own distraction, my satisfaction That keeps me awake till noon, my mind breaks down, I clench my fist My body trembles and makes my teeth grit The ceiling is my own bad habit, I try to crack it, but here I am back again Pleading the mindset, not overzealous, but overstated Fleeing my eyesight from those ideas that end mistaken Trying so hard, but nothing's working, and I'm still kicking Getting my emotions out of sound, but no one listens I feel silence closing in, your words form hands that *** my neck The ceiling is my own distraction, my satisfaction That keeps me awake till noon, my mind breaks down, I clench my fist My body trembles and makes my teeth grit The ceiling is my own bad habit, I try to crack it, but here I am back again *