This is that *** that you fear, I'd miss your heart, I just couldn't do it again and again I can't get you out my head, I hear every word you say You got me so messed up, I only bleed when you need You call this toxic love, this is that *** that you fear I'd piss your heart with my spit, I hear your screams loud and clear But this is not how you wanted it, you gave me the ball, I *** fun beat it You asked me the truth, I went and mom beat it, everything we built, I *** crumbled it Repairing was part of the plan, but first I gotta be the man You always said that I was selfish, but I'm okay with who I am Day and night, different BPMs in my head like a metronome That's why these girls I never get to know, and little weakness I can never show Barely sleeping, I'm an autopilot, if you ever see me getting violent Mix and Sprite with just a little violet, I may even pull up on my X in silence Yeah, I'm in your rap and you've been in your rap and you don't have the guts to call But I just cannot slow it down for you, I'm for the throne and I want it all Know you've been waiting on me to ball, you said like my vans I've been off the wall Tripping on me like my heart involved, but girl I'm a star I cannot fall I can't get you out my head, I hear every word you say You got me so messed up, I only bleed when you near You call this toxic love, this is that *** that you fear I pierce your heart with my spear, I hear your screams loud and clear Brain cell after brain cell, we can lie to Jay among the sea cells We can talk about these niggas on your cells, steal a kiss while you're trying to say oh well What we finna do, nobody gotta know we did it, I can push you to the limits But now it's like everything got out of hand, you're scared it's gon' *** up your image But now I'm just overly focused and ***, light up and smoke a cigarette Swear I'm only trying to give you the notes and the ***, you should try and get emotional with this Feel out my tongue cause I hit every lick, she feel out her tongue cause I whipped up my heart Stop all that faking, this making me sick, run up on me you could drop out of class Everything about me unique, from the clothes to the flows and the style and the beat Swear they gon' blame me for all of the fires in my city, as soon as I give em this *** Tell a friend that I'm a mixer but I'm a player, I'm a switcher, hope you see the bigger picture If you love me don't deceive me, there's never good at getting even cause all we gon' do is expose our demons I can't get you out my head, I hear every word you say You got me so messed up, I only bleed when you near You call this toxic love, this is that *** that you feel I piss your heart with my screams, I hear your screams loud and clear