How about getting off all these antibiotics? How about stopping eating when I am full up? How about them transparent dangling cans? How about that efferent leaps of good old? Thank you envy, thank you terror, thank you disillusionment Thank you frailty, thank you consequence, thank you, thank you shyness How about me not blaming you for everything? How about me enjoying the moment for once? How about how good it feels to finally forgive you? How about grieving it all one lap at a time? Thank you envy, thank you terror, thank you disillusionment Thank you frailty, thank you consequence, thank you, thank you shyness The moment I let go of it was the moment I got more than I could handle The moment I jumped off of it was the moment I touched down How about no longer being masochistic? How about remembering your divinity? How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out? How about not equating death with stopping? Thank you envy, thank you providence, thank you disillusionment Thank you nothingness, thank you clarity, thank you, thank you shyness No, no, no No, no, no Thank you