And when I woke I got up to collect my doubtsI'd shoot him with my lucky jaw, I'd shoot him with my lucky jawI need someone to care for me, a bigger heart to care for meWhy will I be without this force to support me, to collect meI used to think I was strong enough to cope with dread as deep and fierce as mineBut then I broke, and then I fellI screamed and curled and cracked and crawledCarelessness, foolishness, predix defeatThe jester of the strongLove I saw, love I sawI've never seen a love that big beforeCarelessness, foolishness, predix defeatThe jester of the strongA woman burned the castle mineShe said I could no longer shineIn armor she thought of as fallen fakeBut fallen fake was she to meI pushed her away, she had to leaveI was left alone in an empty black burned out fieldOhWhat I desireIs my lover's great and soothing fireFor meWatching, waiting, trying, to freeeffor for youfor for youfor for youfor for youScattered round on the floorAll the things of a boyThe honor and the plans for warAll meaningless but wonderfulScattered round on the floorAll the things of a boyI cannot be traced, noI cannot be sufferedI lie in my tombBut still suffer the painThe vision of you nowIs all that remainsAll the things of a boyAll the things of a boyAll the things of a boyAll the things of a boyAll the things of a boy