I ain't even playin' games, oh my God, you gon' feel it How dare you talk down like I'm not one of the realest Said you help a n***a back, now I see you and your feelings Paid all that *** back, gave you the first million Even before my kids, even before my mother Ready to die for you, n***a, even turn me on my brother Oh my God, this *** hurt, somehow I still love you, n***a Yeah, huh, you a son like a father figure I ain't even signed with n****s Lost on the island now, they can't even find me, n***a I can't even lie, it ain't about money at all Cause following your ways got me staggin' to tall You ain't know the business, I was way too big up in stars Like having a Bugatti but can't pay for the cars Like chasing a lil' bag when we should've been up I made way over ten, but it wasn't enough It should've came on a truck, huh Go ahead, tell him I'm lyin' Must got wings on me, tell him I'm flyin' I was lonely for real, they all told me jump ship and bail Stayed down, I was walking on nails, n***a I ain't supposed to, they gon' tell you I'm a soldier Watch your friends, keep your enemies close N****s always hatin', gotta ride with the toast Always know I be good, I ain't know how to show you I ain't supposed to, they gon' tell you I'm a soldier Watch your friends, keep your enemies close N****s always hatin', gotta ride with the toast Always know I be good, I ain't know how to show you N****s always ask me why you back in the field I'm like, I just went back, that was real Still got family in it, most these n****s turnt out snakes But a few, still in the birds, penthouse with a view in it Soon I leave the hood, get home and I feel different Lotta n****s heard I was down, but a few witnessin' N***a, I be stickin' the money, this glue different Sneaker boxes full of fifty, the dresser got blues in em Talkin' to the money, roll up and I cruise with it Ever I get more, I'm lettin' the crew get it Think about the years, I don't regret it at all Cause, n***a, I was happy to ball, I was throwin' it all I could burn it all, I don't be shoppin' at all So much tags, I could open a store, n***a Yeah, I did it right, but couldn't save all my thugs My whole angels got called by the Lord Yeah, X-Bow suit, they gon' tell you I'm a soldier Gotta watch your friends, keep your enemies close N****s always hatin', gotta ride with the toast Always know I be good, I ain't know how to show you X-Bow suit, they gon' tell you I'm a soldier Gotta watch your friends, keep your enemies close N****s always hatin', gotta ride with the toast Always know I be good, I ain't know how to show you Yeah, X-Bow