I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I wonder if you're wide awake Cause I'm waiting for the light to break I'm sussing over what to say Cause I wanna hear your voice again And I know you know where I push you towards When nothing makes sense and everything's so dark I'm up all night wishing you'd just call me back So I can say I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I don't mean to invade your space It's just that I need your grace I'm feeling out of place And I know you know where I push you towards When my mind's just a mess and everything's so hard I'm up all night wishing you'd just call me back So I can say I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I'm lost again, lost again, lost again, lost again I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now I never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now Never meant to shut you out Just that in my head it gets so loud I lie and say I want you out But the truth is that I want you now