I thought I was going crazy, you know, and like, I realized that I wasn't the one that was crazy. I realized that it's the system that was built against me, you know, and like, I'm not supposed to be talking about this, and that's the corruption of it, because like, me just seeing it, it's absurd, and I want people to open up their eyes and realize that I'm not wrong, you know, I'm just an open-minded indivisible, and people should be more open-minded. If we're trying to build up our lives to have material things, and those don't satisfy our needs, what are we living for? This one is for you This one is for you This one is for you This one is for you Steezy told me, get them, so I got them Now my new nigga gone, he would never be forgotten Ever since he left, I just been strugglin' without him Class, I remember looking at the school and we be plotting Talk about our problems in what we do about him Journaling and jotting, we ain't know the world was watching Two niggas, just two kids, tryna make it out the bottom Now I'm rich and rotten, everyday I think about him And survivors kill, wishing I could've stopped him Let alone just know how he feel Lyrically could've topped him, he wasn't the one with the bill Yeah, and that's real rap, I couldn't do this *** without him And that's just fact, you see, if you ain't know Steelo Then you really don't know me though And that's how I separate all the real from fake people All the real from fake fans, who claiming that they stans But they ain't on my mans I swear it feels weird how people could accuse me for his death Sometimes I gotta shed a real tear You see, the truth about Steelo, he lacked the mental health But try to tell that to people way back in 2012 But now that it's a mainstream topic I'm guessing I could finally open up and talk about it So, yeah, let's talk about it Come into my mind, I'll show you where the darkest cloud is You ready? I doubt it, but let's go You see, Steelo was my bigger bro At one point in time, spiritually, we was in the same boat But I wanted to take it slow He wanted to take it as fast and deep as he could go Pause, yeah, we had some problems, but we're brothers though Sure, then I caught a little wave and headed back to shore And that's when he started drowning And he had no one around him So partially I feel it's my fault And that right there is my internal wall The reason why I gotta feel these external flaws The reason why I can't heal these eternal loss The reason why I gotta feel this survival's remorse And here's a message to his fam I know y'all got emotional drama that I understand But I couldn't f*** with y'all Try to tell the world I wasn't who I am When all I ever try to do is lend a hand And give the fans the thing that they demand the most King Capital to f***ing go Word I'm just trying to get my d*** heard Give him what he deserve This one is for you This one is for you This one is for you This one is for you Yeah And now I pee my cousin Junior B Y'all ain't know too much about him, so it's up to me To share his legacy with the world It kills me to think you'll never meet my baby girl And when I lost June, that hurt me in the worst way He even died two days before his birthday Damn, damn Embrace tears in my eyes My d*** really never made it up to 25 That's why I'm thinking God every time I open my eyes At the fact that we alive And we feeling these vibes Cause we be feeling these voids Part of me got destroyed When I lost my boys It's like I lost my voice It took me all of this time Just to put it in song Because I'm still dealing with the fact my d*** is gone Write they names up on the cloud Cause that's where they belong As long as I live on They'll forever be known This one's for you This one's for you This one's for you No, no This one's for you They'll forever be known This one's for you No, no This one's for you No, no This one's for you No, no This one's for you No, no 對,我失控了 老實說 老實說 So I'm gonna make this quick You know, Pastor Black live back on Nashville True story So I'm in New York My first time One of my first times And I'm I'm playing my One of my first albums For the big homie And he got these kids in there They just on skateboards I'm like, yo, it's super cool He's This guy got the kids out here You know, keeping the kids off of the streets, right? So Fast forward a year later I go back to New York And then I meet this kid He's like, yeah, man I don't know if you remember me Me and my homies The pro era Crazy I was like, oh, yeah What's your name? He said, Capital Steves I said, okay, for sure Fast forward My boy Doe called me Doe Burger And then he called me and said Yo, you heard These kids are pro era Joey Badass I'm like, yeah, yeah I met the kid, Capital Steves They crazy Fast forward another year So I'm on tour with Joey We've been 47 ever since, man We got that *** tatted on us, man For life, man Church on the move, man Yeah Everything come back around full circle You know what I mean?