So, what do you think? What do I do to ignore what's behind me? Do I follow my faith to escape blindly? Do I hide my pride away from these bad dreams And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do I let it go and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust them and get fooled by phoniness? Or do I trust none and live life in loneliness? Cause sunlight burns the skin of sleeping men I make the right turns but I'm lost within I put on my daily facade but then I just end up getting hurt again By myself That's right I can't rely on myself That's right I can't rely on myself I can't hold on to what I want when I'm struck so fast It's all too hard to take it I can't hold on And it gets you, I can't wait Without something else in me If I turn my back I'm defenseless And to give in to fate seems senseless If I hide my pride I'll lie sleepless And won't be able to cope with my weakness If I let them go I'll be outdone But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun If I'm killed by their questions like a cancer Then I'll be buried in the silence and the answer By myself That's right I can't rely on myself That's right I can't rely on myself I can't hold on to what I want when I'm struck so fast It's all too hard to take it I can't hold on And it gets you, I can't wait Without something else in me How do you think that I've lost so much Always afraid that I'm out of touch How do you expect I'll know what to do When all I know is what you tell me to Don't you? I can't tell you how to make it No matter what I do, how hard I I can't seem to convince myself I'm stuck on the outside Don't you? I can't tell you how to make it No matter what I do, how hard I I can't seem to convince myself I'm stuck on the outside I can't hold on to what I want when I'm struck so fast It's all too hard to take it I can't hold on And it gets you, I can't wait Without something else in me I can't hold on to what I want when I'm struck so fast It's all too hard to take it I can't hold on And it gets me, I can't wait Without something else in me I can't hold on And it gets me, I can't wait Without something else in me I can't hold on And it gets me, I can't wait Without something else in me I can't hold on