You are, you areDamn spitSmell someRockTaking all the love that's in my lifeTaking credit every single nightWonder how I'm spending all my timeWithout you by my sideThink about it every single nightThe truth is I let you leave my sideI hope you fly highDon't wanna be rightIf you're in my lifeLet me tell you about the pain that I've been feelingThe tears I can flood the whole cityIt's been crazy ever since you went to heavenYou broke a nigga down like a living, yeahI was a product of the lessons that you taught us, yeahYou had four blessings, you had two sons, you had two daughters, yeahYou worked so hard for everything you ever bought us, yeahNow you in heaven, I'm trying to see where you had to call it atWhen you died, I thought that you was still mad at meAnd it's so crazy, I'm still trying to feel realitySo for the good nightIt's gone to such a tragedy If I could bring it back, I'd do it magicallyWonder how I'm spending all my time Without you by my sideThink about it every single night The truth is I let you leave my sideI hope you fly high Don't wanna be rightIt's you in my life*