And what if who I hoped to be was always me And the love I fought to feel was always free What if all the things I've done, yeah Were just attempts at earning love, yeah Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, stupid deep And what if where I've tried to go was always here And the path I've tried to cut was always clear Why has life become a plan to put some money in my hand When the love I really need is stupid cheap, stupid cheap And what if who I hoped to be was always me And the love I fought to feel was always free What if all the things I've done, yeah Were just attempts at earning love, yeah Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep And what if who I hoped to be was always me And the love I fought to feel was always free What if all the things I've done, yeah Were just attempts at earning love, yeah Cause the hole inside my heart is stupid deep, oh, stupid deep