I never want to push you out, but I'll never let you in I'm tired of feeling so left out, I'm just used to where I've been I never want to fall away, but I know that I will if I can So let's agree to leave this here, I've never been that strong of a man Never wanted you to see me up close, cause I'd rather keep you distant away But those that break through my shallow will know I never know the words to explain, so I can let you cry with me And hear my story now and then, but let's agree to leave this here I've never been that strong of a man And I don't mind, I don't mind if you never come back The weight I carry may seem scary, but I'm intact So I don't care, I don't care if you aren't always there I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying to myself because it's easy And I convince myself that no one needs me My honesty is always hidden if need be, I'm sorry I never want to push you out, cause I'm scared to let you in I'm scared of feeling so left out, I'm just used to where I've been So come on, you can sit with me, and we can see where we stand I've never been all that bad, I've just never been that strong of a man And I don't mind, I don't mind if you never come back