My head was down, my soul was back My feet was racked, my eyes were dackedMy voice was out, and I couldn't back My dress was out, my chest was crackedThey were so far, I couldn't run They were so strong, and I couldn't fightAyy, ayy, ayy My kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speed The rise so far I cannot reachNow ayy, now ayy My kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speed The rise so far I cannot reachNow ayy, now ayy But I still keepGive me a pardon, I'm a part Throw me closer to the startI didn't see this when I thought of being a dad It took a second to turn everything to thatIt turned face September the ninth day You couldn't talk, you just had to do what the gun saysYou feel the pain especially when you see the small wavesI feel the sadness cause the tears give it a sad tasteI lost count of the death screams, my whole teamSo many flee but I couldn't leave my familyI can't breathe trying to relieve this memoryYour best mates on the 6th street and the 7th streetI plundered the state, I let them out of my wayCouldn't keep them safe, they haunt me everydayI'm standing today, putting my life on replayI can't even tell you how it feels, that's why I'm drunk everydayMy soul defined, the deal is sealedI'm left behind and I got nothing to feelI watched them die, I can't all healIf I reached July then maybe I'd do the killI know that they're pretty smart, I see it every timeYou took that angel from me, your head is the only priceThis your goddamn cause that's taken so many livesYou the prayers and falls but someday all is your rightMy kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speedThe rise so far I cannot reachNow, ay, now, ayMy kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speedThe rise so far I cannot reachNow, ay, now, ayBut I still keepMy head was down, my soul was backMy feet was racked, my eyes were darkMy verse was out and I couldn't backAy, ay, ay, ay, ayMy dress was out, my chest was crackedThey were so far, I couldn't runThey were so strong and I couldn't fightAy, ay, ayMy kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speedThe rise so far I cannot reachNow, ay, now, ayMy kids were taken away from meMy family was stolen with so much speedThe rise so far I cannot reachNow, ay, now, ayBut I still keep