This is so hard for me to grow upCause no one told us that life wouldn't get easyAnd nothing like what we dreamed about when we were kidsWhen it all seemed so simple, running up on the hillWe'll play pretend we have minds so pureBut now we just spin in circles around what we thought we could beAnd there's no one to show us the way or reallyThere's nothing, my guess is just trying to breatheTake my soul backI'm breathingI'm breathingSlowlyParanoid stuck inside this voidWish that I could speakBut I lose my voiceForced to think too muchCan't throw out these cuffsMy reality is so far from yoursAll this * is hollowingConstantly keeps on following meCounting all the policiesSay this is what you want it to beOh, you left me for deadNo, I'm not the sameKnowing that all I hadWasn't meant to come throughWasn't needed by youParanoid about it allAm I even ready for all this bullshit?I am not sureShouting out I'm not enoughOverthinking is the * I doGive me time, I'm so confusedPeople telling me I'm not strong enoughI grew well, I just won't go back to youTo youThinking about times that our minds and the sky lost our hopesOut of sight cause we close up our eyesYeah, given upWe have seen enoughYeah, yeahTake my soul backYeah, yeahI'm breathing slowlyParanoid stuck inside this voidWish that I could speakBut I lose my voiceForced to think too muchCan't throw up these cuffsMy reality is so far from yoursAll this * is hollowingConstantly keeps on following meCounting all the policiesSay this is what you want it to beAll you left me for deadKnowing that all aheadWasn't meant to come throughWasn't needed but you