It's been 14 summers since our first fight It's been a good long while now, since our last good night No one can say you didn't love me right Back when we were ride or die, Finn and Jake every night I know we were supposed to move on I know it's supposed to hurt When you lose someone Tell me why am I still so lost And it looks like you're doing alright I don't wanna be this anymore Don't wanna dream of your kiss no more You've always had a hold on me And I just can't break free I can't keep screaming at this wall Waiting for your call Like we're still 17 You've always had a hold on me It's five years still I can't bring myself To go through the box you gave me as I left Do you remember the first time we met You offered me that camel cigarette Driving round in my old Skoda Making plans for summer, sneaking by your Monda We were in love and we were kids We always thought that this would be it I know we were supposed to move on But I'm still falling apart I don't wanna be this anymore Don't wanna dream of your kiss no more You've always had a hold on me And I just can't break free I can't keep screaming at this wall Waiting for your call Like we're still 17 You've always had a hold on me And I just don't wanna do this anymore But give me 14 summers it's still worth it all 14 summers it's still worth it all Still I just can't break free I don't wanna be this And I just don't wanna be this anymore