Love a girl, lovin' everything but herself Pedestals for everyone, but she's on a shelf Emotion comatose You know how that goes, yeah Love a girl, love to overthink it to death Underwhelmed by everything that she's ever did Full cups, a half empty, that's how I see it Usually, people compliment my positivity But my sanity ain't always there for me It's like that when you're your biggest enemy Guess I'm havin' ice in my caviar I am ever one of those nights where I need it right Now you know that I can't chill Never could, probably never will I, I could do something nice for myself But I don't like it if I start a fight for myself I'm downhill, postpone the healing It's spiral season again, yeah Here comes the rain and the drama My pace is next to the drama No room for nothin' else I know this season won't do well Usually, people compliment my sensitivity But my sanity ain't always there for me It's like that when you're your biggest enemy Guess I'm havin' ice in my caviar I am ever one of those nights where I need it right Now you know that I can't chill Never could, probably never will I, I could do something nice for myself But I don't like it if I start a fight for myself I'm downhill, postpone the healing It's spiral season again, yeah Usually, people compliment my positivity But my sanity ain't always there for me It's like that when you're your biggest enemy Ice in my caviar I am ever one of those nights where I need it right Now you know that I can't chill Never could, probably never will I, I could do something nice for myself But I don't like it if I start a fight for myself I'm downhill, postpone the healing It's spiral season again, yeah Spiral season again, yeah