Sitting on the bathroom floor again
Tiles cold against my skin
2am and I can't sleep
Counting cracks in the ceiling
Your voicemail playzone's on repeat
I should delete it but I won't
Mirrors show what I don't wanna see
So I close my eyes and float In this small space I can breathe
Four walls that know my secrets Here I am,
safe from the world outside
On the bathroom floor where I can hide No one knocks,
no one asks me why
I've been crying here all night Oh,
this is where I come to feel alive
Oh,
water stains map out my
thoughts Like constellations I can't read
Bathtub full of all my doubts Drain that swallows what I need
Pills scattered by the sink Count them one by one by three
This room holds me when I break Holds me when I can't believe
In this small space I can breathe Four walls that know my secrets
Here
I am,
safe from the world outside On the bathroom floor where I can hide
No one knocks,
no one asks me why I've been crying here all night
Oh,
this is where I come to feel alive Oh, oh
Locked door keeps the questions out But lets the pain stay in
I've memorized every crack and stain They're my oldest friends