Daddy?Get your butt in here when she gets up.Come eat!I'm so tired.Just come eat! You may not be here a minute, I promise.Stop! Well then wake up!Shut the door.Somebody save me,me from myself.Been so long,living in hellAnother pill as I start to spiral Message to my daughters I don't even deservethe father title Haley I'm so sorry I know I wasn't therefor your first guitar recital Didn't walk you down the aisleMissed the birth of your first child Your first podcast,looking down sweetie I'm so proud of how you turned out Sorry that I chose drugs and put them aboveyou Sorry that I didn't love you enough to giveem up How the * do I not love you more than apill lookin' up to the ceiling from this floor Wonder will somebody save me,me from myselfI spent so longliving in hellThey say my lifestyle is bad for my healthIt's the only thingthat seems to helpAlaina, sorry that you had to hear me fall in the bathroomSorry that I missed you,graduate Nate, I should just congratulate youOn being a dad too Carter and Liam, look at youLittle bro, sorry I left you Sorry that I'll never get toHold a hug, my little nephews Stevie,I'm sorry I missed youGrew up and I didn't get to Me the dad,I wanted to be to youThings I wanted to see you do This is my song from me to youSorry I gave up but I'm just so defeated God what the * you want me to do?Somebody save me,me from myselfI spent so longliving in hellThey say mylifestyleis bad for my healthIt's the only thingthat seems to healI've been staring at that video of Hailey almost dailyOf her playing the guitar in hopes maybe that it'd give me the power to fightBut the addict in me's a coward,he told me that I can't do itHad a second chance,blew it It's like I'm stuck inside an alternate realityBut I know I'll turn it around and be able toWalker and Laney one day to the altar as proud as can beRight now I'm just weak as I fall further down in this deep hole and farther in the ground that I sinkAs they lower me in my coffin,I feel the tears all falling down on my cheekI'm a love callBaby don't waste your time on me I'm so damaged beyond repair
