Rain
on the window
Soft jazz in the dark
Low fire loop spinning
Light and quiet sparks I finally get it now
Clear as the grey outside Some loves are seasons
Not meant to ride Forever
Burn bright and warm for a beautiful while
Your hand in mine felt like the end of the trial
But endings were written in the way
we held on Too tied to the moment,
too scared of the dawn
Some loves aren't meant to last I know it's true
But letting you go
still tears me in two It's not just goodbye to you and your name
It's losing the version of me that you framed
I'm learning to live with the hole in my chest
Where the part that was us used to rest Some loves aren't forever
But damn it feels like
losing myself
I walk past the cafe where we used to sit Order my coffee,
pretend I don't miss
The way you still sip and laugh at my frown
Now the seat across is just empty and brown
Friends say all your hill time will make it
alright But they don't feel the weight of
these quiet nights Every step forward leaves echoes behind
Of footsteps we took when your heart was still mine
Some loves aren't meant to last I know it's true But letting you go
still tears me in two
It's not just goodbye to you and your name
It's losing the version of me that you framed
I'm learning to live with the hole in my
chest Where the part that was us used to rest
Some loves aren't forever
But damn it feels like losing myself
I don't hate you for leaving I don't blame the stars
I just miss who I was in your
arms Maybe one day I'll grow
into the space
Where you used to be,
filled with grace But tonight I'm still mourning the man I became
When loving you rewrote my name
Some loves aren't meant to last
And ours was one
Beautiful fleeting now over and done
I'll carry the pieces and learn how to be
Whole without you inside of me The beat slows down,
the rain starts to cease
I'm letting you go piece by piece
Some loves aren't forever
And letting go feels like
losing myself
Losing myself
Maybe I'll find me
Someday
Someday