I've been too busy ignoring and hiding about what my heart actually said
Stay awake while I'm drowning in my thoughts
Sometimes our happiness is just a happiness
I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I got a lot of company
That makes me happy
So I'm trying to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running till the end of the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I'm always pretending and lying
I got used to feeling empty
Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can I get happiness?
I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I got a lot of company
That makes me happy
So I'm trying to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running till the end of the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I'm always in the blink of an eye
Find a way how to say goodbye
I've got to take me away
From all sadness
Stitch all my wounds
Confess all the sins
Confess all the sins
Then took all my insecure
When will I get the love that is so pure?
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I've got to always make sure

That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I've been too busy ignoring and hiding
About what my heart actually say
Stay awake while I'm yawning on my thoughts
Sometimes I **** and this is just a happiness
I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I got a lot of company
That makes me happy
So I'm trying to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running till the end of the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I've always pretending and lying
I got used to feeling empty
Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can I get happiness?
I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I got a lot of company
That makes me happy
So I'm trying to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running till the end of the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
I've always pretending and lying
I got used to feeling empty
Cause all I got is unhappy
Happiness, can I get happiness?
I've never been enjoying my serenity
Even if I got a lot of company
That makes me happy
So I'm trying to figure it out
From where I've been escaping
Running till the end of the sin
Get away from the pressure
Wondering to get a love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
It was in the blink of an eye
Find a way how to say goodbye
I've got to take me away
From all sadness
Stitch on my wounds
Confess all the sins
Confess all the sins
And took all my insecure
When will I get the love that is so pure
Gotta have to always make sure
That I'm not just somebody's pleasure
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