I don't want to be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't want to be that call at four o'clock in the morning Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Ah, ah, ah, sun is blinding Ah, ah, ah, I stayed up again Oh, oh, oh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me Why do I feel this fight is over? No pain inside, you're my protection How do I feel it's good it's over? I don't want to be the girl that has to feel your silence The quiet scares me cause it's crazy true Please don't tell me that we had that conversation I won't remember, save your breath cause what's the use? Ah, ah, ah, night is calling When it whispers to me softly come and play Ah, ah, ah, I am falling And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me Why do I feel this fight is over? No pain inside, you're my protection How do I feel it's good it's over? Coming down, Coming down, Coming down Spinning round, Spinning round, Spinning round I'm looking for myself, sober Coming down, Coming down, Coming down Spinning round, Spinning round, Spinning round I'm looking for myself, sober When it's good, Then it's good It's all good until it goes bad So you're trying to find the you, you once had I have hurt myself, cried never again Broken down in agony, just trying to find a friend I'm safe, I'm fine, nothing can touch me Why do I feel this body's over? No pain inside, you're my perfection How do I feel? How do I feel this good is over?