Sparks fly, they say
You lit me up at nineteen
In a chemical bond
Hard to break
When you did
It was an unnatural thing
Your voice, your laugh, your touch
Oxytocin and dopamine
And I remember
That rush
Your name glowing on my screen
To be loved
To be the first thing on your mind
Without the words
The weight and the shape of you in my bed
I couldn't sleep last night
It's a drug
And I'm going through withdrawal
I'm sober and not like you
When all I really want
Is to be loved
And you asked me
When did I
Stop wearing my ring
Truthfully
It was a long time before
You made a wreck of things
That white gold band
So warped and worn
And didn't even fit on my head anymore
Didn't I know
Didn't I mention
Didn't you listen
To be loved
To be the first thing on your mind
Without the weight and the shape of you on my hand
I couldn't sleep at night
It's a drug
And I'm going through withdrawal
I'm sober and not like you
When all I really want
Is to find my way to forgiveness
You're my best friend
And you're making amends
But my
Body's calling my love
love, love has no conditions, but trust. Sure as hell does, and you're loved, and you're
always on my mind. Like an old tattoo, turning blue, until it fades with time, it's not enough.
So I'm going through with drama, sobering up.
Sobering up.