I don't wanna be the girl that laughs the loudest
or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
cause I'm the only one you know in the world
that won't be home.
I
stayed up again.
That's not the way I want my story to end.
I'm safe, up high,
nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this body's over?
No pain inside,
you're my protection.
How do I feel this
good's over?
I'm the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth.
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation.
I won't remember to save your breath cause