I got no excuses for all of these goodbyes Call me when it's over, cause I'm dying inside Like me when the shakes are gone, and the cold sweats disappear Call me when it's over, and myself I sweep it I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna give and I don't wanna fight I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why Just hold me, I'm lonely Mama, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the dreams built on the floor To those who never left me, we've been through this before I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore I'm sorry to my future love, for the man that left my bed For making love the way I saved, for you inside my head And I'm sorry for the fans I lost, who watched me fall again I wanna be a role model, but I'm only a man I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna give and I don't wanna fight I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why Just hold me, I'm lonely Mama, I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore And daddy, please forgive me for the dreams built on the floor To those who never left me, we've been through this before I'm so sorry, I'm not sober anymore I'm not sober anymore I'm not sober anymore I'm sorry that I'm here again I promised I'd get help, it wasn't my intention I'm sorry to myself