I wish I was different Don't let my niggas *** y'all niggas I swear it's so much pain that come with the game Lord knows I'm praying to see better days I lost my dog and it hurt cause he really tried to change Never turn this back on this game Since we lost you boy this *** ain't been the same Still drilling on the opps whenever they bring up your name Do this *** for my dogs they do this *** for the fame *** that porch I'm jumping off but this *** came with so much pain I'ma hold it down for all my niggas I wish heaven had a phone so I could call my niggas Niggas be putting this *** in songs Don't put no triggers When I say I'm moving on Just know I can't *** with you That's why I just wanna fly Fly away I'm trying to see some brighter days Love my son too much can't let him take my life away Mama told me son slow down you just gotta pray I swear I need to slow down on these drugs I pray my son don't wanna be a thug Cause don't nothing come with this *** but pain and hurt You don't know how I feel to see a dog on a shirt Took that last ride with my nigga he was off in a hurt I can't lie he died got me crying got me back poppin' purses Ain't life a funeral it's the only time I step off in church I cry real deal tears so somebody get murder Me and my dog vs everybody ain't no one without the other Ain't got the same mama or daddy but you my mother***in' brother Wish I could've talked to you before you passed me I tell you that I love you I tell you that I'm still on the upside And I'm still trying to touch you I swear It been so much fake love Know you see this *** my nigga How you niggas ain't trying to swing *** Lost so many niggas to this *** I buy a hate gun But I'm the hood's savior I took so much pain That come with the game Lord knows I'm coming to see better days I lost my dog and it hurt cause he really tried to change Never turn this back on this game Since we lost you boy this *** ain't been the same Still drilling on the house whenever they bring up your name Do this *** for my dogs they do this *** for the fame *** that porch I'm jumping off but this *** came with so much pain Thought if I took all the drugs it'd take my pain away Thought if I sipped all the drink it'd numb my pain away But reality hit life still exists And the name of all my dogs I still miss Reminiscing bout two times 4 and 23 Y'all know the life I suffered after y'all left me My heart ain't got caught up I ain't have no shoulder My pain ain't dissolved I just got a little older Been having dark days lately I been praying to God asking for the Lord to come take me Been crying out for help saying things mind going crazy I ain't been my brother great y'all but I'm missing you daily I hope my niggas being loyal I won't ever cross y'all I risk my life for y'all and sit and stare at the wall I can't take no more pain until it make me break down and fall They always say they got me but don't ask them when I call So Matrix on the road