I'm back sleeping on my mother's couch and I thought I was doing okay
I know I'm the reason why, guess I'll remember in the morning
But it's been a long day, it's been a long day again
I'm about to make it longer just to feel some skin on mine again
Oh, I wish you would know you got the moves, you got the moves
And I wish you could see just how she moves, just how she
Yeah, I've been spending way too much money on cigarettes and clothes
And I've been fighting with myself just to take instead of my phone
And I'll be 33 in just a month, 33 in just a month
Mama, I promise I'm up now, I ain't been sleeping that much
Yeah, I've been sitting here, mama, shutting off my lungs
And I've been overthinking, overthinking, killing off my song
But I'll shine bright like a star
Shine bright like it's just dawn
Mama, I promise I'm up, mama, you can see I'm up
I could fight this way too long
I'm a fighter, I know
Yeah, it's so hard to know when you lose yourself in all of it
I could lie here and look at you so low
I'm a lover, I know
Yeah, it's so hard to know
When you lose yourself in all of it
And I can't recall the reason why it's been so long now
Been so long since I felt right
How can I be playing games for so long?
How can I be playing games for so long?
Yeah, I want gum trees in my lungs
You know, I don't really want this life
How can I be playing games for so long?
How can I be playing games for so long?
Yeah, I'm a fighter, I know
I could lie here and look at you so low
I'm a lover, I know
Yeah, it's so hard to know when you lose yourself in all of it
How can I be playing games for so long, so low, so low
Yeah, it's so hard to know when you lose yourself in all of it
We'll be right back.
We'll be right back.