I still remember the time when I was blind to love like thatAnd I still remember when I stood in silence afraid to fight backSo here I am just stuck in my misguided thoughtsAnd here we are 365 days later just like thatAnd I have to confess there wasn't a moment I don't think backI know that the deafening silence is killing meI'm so afraidI'm so afraidI'm so afraid that I won't be okayI'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by timeNow I know, now I know that it all had to happen this wayHappen this wayThat's actually okayAnd now all I'm left with are beautifully painful unspoken liesSo maybe you'll try to take a sip and slip into ignorant blissBut is this just another exception too high to my list?I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid that I won't be okayI'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by timeNow I know, now I know that it all had to happen this wayHappen this wayAnd that's actually okayYou said that I would get over this one dayHow do I know that you're not just lying?That it is easyYou said that I would get over this one dayHow do I know that you're not just lying?That it is easyI'm so afraid, I'm so afraid that I won't be okayI'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by timeNow I know, now I know that it all had to happen this wayHappen this wayThat's actually okay