I still remember the time when I was blind to love like that
And I still remember when I stood in silence afraid to fight back
So here I am just stuck in my misguided thoughts
And here we are 365 days later just like that
And I have to confess there wasn't a moment I don't think back
I know that the deafening silence is killing me
I'm so afraid
I'm so afraid

I'm so afraid that I won't be okay
I'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by time
Now I know, now I know that it all had to happen this way
Happen this way
That's actually okay
And now all I'm left with are beautifully painful unspoken lies
So maybe you'll try to take a sip and slip into ignorant bliss
But is this just another exception too high to my list?
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid that I won't be okay
I'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by time


Now I know, now I know that it all had to happen this way
Happen this way
And that's actually okay
You said that I would get over this one day
How do I know that you're not just lying?


That it is easy
You said that I would get over this one day
How do I know that you're not just lying?
That it is easy
I'm so afraid, I'm so afraid that I won't be okay
I'm so afraid that I will be forever paralyzed by time
Now I know, now I know that it all had to happen this way
Happen this way
That's actually okay