First to arrive, last to leave What's misery without company? It's hard to laugh, and it's hard to breathe It's white outside, but red underneath Feel the tip of my nose, it's burning but it's ice cold I'll make it through the winter if it kills me I can make it faster if I hurry I'll linger in the snow until I'm worthy But if it kills me, I try If it kills me, smiles hide What secrets keep, can't tell a lie If you will never speak, look in the mirror She looks like me, but half alive And twice as weak Feel the tip of my nose, it's burning but it's ice cold I'll make it through the winter if it kills me I can make it faster if I hurry I'll linger in the snow until I'm worthy But if it kills me, I try If it kills me, I tried so hard I came so far, I'm bad, oh boy He broke my heart, I blame him cause it's easier But I still look for him in her The seasons change, addiction strange I love back then, what I hate today I wish I went a different way But if I went back, I would do the same I'll make it through the winter if it But why does it go slower when I I'll linger in the snow until I'm worthy But if it kills me, I try If it kills me, I