She looks at her face,
she wants to be part of that world in space
That jungle that made her so low was no place to embrace,
now she's running this race
She wears that animal skin,
the pills that give her that spin
Digesting everything in,
no faith just living by sin
Loved ones from far away,
they call to ask her day
She lies and lies,
everything's fine,
doesn't know what to say
This was her dream,
this was her choice to defeat the big city
Run away from the country,
boy is this keeping her pretty?
She's swimming,
she's floating,
she's fighting all these waves down
No lifeguard,
she tries hard,
she keeps on drinking rounds
Escaping,
creating,
just believing,
her moments waiting never breaking
She's aching,
contemplating,
if she's gonna make it
Her vision gets clear,
no fear,
she feels she's getting near Fake cameras,
flashes,
just to sweeten her pretty ears It's psychological,
mentally,
diabolical,
stressors She's indeniable,
chemically justifiable Her dreams been shattered,
she's still holding up to that ladder
Emotions flowing through her body,
but nothing here will matter She wants to be famous,
live that luxury life in Vegas Diamond necklace,
arrangements,
private planes to exotic places
She's going hard,
heaving with the scars,
she's raising the bar
She's flying far,
she's flying far to be that star
No one can stop her, no one will stop her
That tear gave her the strength to move
forward and she won't fall and she won't lose
She ain't gonna fall,
she's ready to roar,
she's ready for more
She's spreading her loot,
she ain't playing no more
She's counting her money and making and making and making the calls
She's running her game,
the boss boss
She was a dreamer, but her dreams vanished
Now it was all about making that money
and taking advances She keeps on dancing,
keeps on flashing,
never made it in the acting Now she's advancing,
owes an apartment in the middle of Manhattan
She's in that unreal place,
and she's trying to run that race,
cause she's trying to make it home
She has tears on her eyes,
she knows it was a lie,
but pain multiplies
She's in that unreal place,
and she's trying to run that race,
cause she's trying to make it home
She has tears on her eyes,
she knows it was a lie,
but pain multiplies