I've been holding my stomach in for so long Don't even notice I'm doing it anymoreI work out hard seven days a week But I don't feel any differentlyI wonder if I'll ever change I don't think I can live this wayI wake up hating my body Scared that there's nothing that'll make it betterIf I'm not happy and skinnyI'm not happy and skinnyQuiet and pretty Do I even matter?Hey, being hungry when I go to sleep Biting my tongue so much it's gonna bleedI'm killing myself but I don't think it's helping at allTrying to be smallWalk over me and I take it so politely Cause I still care what they think and if they like meI used to smile and show my teeth Now I don't smile at anythingI wonder if I'll ever changeI don't wanna be this way I don't wanna be this wayway. I wake up hating my body, scared that there's nothing that'll make it better. If I'm not happyand skinny, quiet and pretty, do I even matter? I've been hungry when I go to sleep, biting mytongue, so it's just gonna bleed. I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping at all.Trying to be everything that makes me sad. A therapist, a punching bag, wish I could eatand not feel bad's where I'm gonna scream. No one's ever listening and they don't care,it's killing me as long as I can * sing that life is a dream.But I wake up hating my body, scared that there's nothing that'll make it better.If I'm not happy and skinny, quiet and pretty, do I even matter? I've been hungry when I go to sleep,biting my tongue, so it's just gonna bleed. I'm killing myself, but I don't think it's helping atall. I'm killing myself and I don't think it's healthy at all. Trying to be small.