Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter Cause all my life I've been fighting Never felt a feeling of comfort All this time I've been hiding And I've never had someone to call my own Oh no, I'm so used to sharing Loving only left me alone So I'll sit here with the silence I found peace in your violence Can't tell me there's no point in trying I'm at one And I've been silent for so long I found peace with your violence Can't tell me there's no point in trying I'm at one And I've been silent for so long I've been silent for so long I've been silent for so long I'm in need of a savior But I'm not asking for favors My whole life I felt like a burden I think so much and I hate it I'm so used to being in the wrong I'm tired of caring Loving only left me alone So I'll sit here with the silence I found peace in your violence Can't tell me there's no point in trying I'm at one And I've been silent for so long I found peace with your violence Can't tell me there's no point in trying I'm at one And I've been silent for so long Yeah