I'm sorry father, I tried my best but I really did I went to school, graduated, then went back again I got some good epithets and a motto, I'm impressed The type that bullies would never suspect of anything Why I say you confused, you couldn't carry a tomb Mama forgot all the verses when we would rise up at church And Cammy was better at writing, Nicky was better at writing Boomy could set practices off, I know it's snowfall like autumn That's when the body starts haunting, I light a blood dipping fire I do the same when I'm writing, I know that book's out of point But when it's snowfall like autumn, the memories start to thaw And I have things when you told me that they can't stop me, I'm holding That they can't stop me, I'm holding I don't know if you've been told, but there's a God in the sky And even when I don't reply, he sends to me, she sends to me, he sends to me She sends to me, he sends to me, she sends to me I'm sorry mama, I tried my best but at least for that You and I been like oil and water on different paths I guess you want me to call you when I just want you to love me When I'm not making millions with tailor suits in an office I cannot stand this encounter, let me recount all the Sundays When you would cite me a sinner and not invite me to dinner I put my head in the sink, knew it that I couldn't breathe I'll never say it to your face until you cannot either I'll probably learn to love you better when you're in the ether I just wish you learned to hug me when it wasn't easy When I'm put from the past, I take from all of these ashes I know I don't need a sash, I know that I'm special Because you told me I'm special I don't know if you've been told, but there's a God in the sky And even when I don't reply, he sends to me, she sends to me He sends to me, she sends to me, he sends to me, she sends to me Cause you know I ain't perfect, and I'll try to fix things that end up breaking But someone's behind me to pick up my pieces that lay stranded I ain't perfect, but I'm worth it, gonna work it out I ain't perfect, but I'm worth it, gonna work it out No, no I don't know if you've been told, but there's a God in the sky And even when I don't reply, he sends to me, she sends to me He sends to me, she sends to me, he sends to me, she sends to me He sends to me, she sends to me, he sends to me, he sends to me