My time is hurting now, my, my thoughts deserting
You don't think of me, you don't think how I could feel
But you don't care I don't think I see, but I saw it from the start
I couldn't have your heart if you had her
Oh, oh oh, oh and again
Oh, oh, oh, oh haha
I, I don't know how I could go so far


I hate that your thoughts, your words, your loyalty was elsewhere
Crying on the phone, just waiting for a second that you'd care
Does the love you mean anything when you're unscarred?
When you're unscarred
So maybe I'm selfish for wanting you to feel my pain
Maybe I'm selfish for wanting to know it was real
All your lies, all my time
Just wanted you to feel something, feel something
So maybe I'm selfish
Just wanted you to know the pain
Of knowing you'll never feel the same
Our worlds collided and now
Our thoughts divided, do you know
How you can just let go
You kiss her hair like you kiss me
Or maybe my hair like you kiss me
I'm the same as hers
It's how love had you first
I hate that your thoughts, your words, your loyalty was elsewhere
Crying on the phone, just waiting for a second that you'd care
Does the love you mean anything when you're unscarred?
When you're unscarred
So maybe I'm selfish for wanting you to feel my pain
Scribbling
Maybe I'm selfish for wanting to know
It was real
It was real


All your lies, all my time
Just wanted you to feel something
Feel something
So maybe I'm selfish
Just wanted you to know the pain
Of knowing you'll never feel the same
So maybe I'm selfish
For wanting you to feel my pain
Maybe I'm selfish
For wanting to know it was real
Maybe I'm selfish
All your lies, all my time
Just wanted you to feel something
Feel something
So maybe I'm selfish
Just wanted you to know the pain
Of knowing you'll never feel the same
Just wanted you to know the pain