It was a bad night, yeah, I saw you on our first date
Didn't think I was someone you could replace
My bad, might have loved you just to feel safe
In the back of a cab and I'm thinking that
I can't be better for you
Say that I miss you, it's true
That I can't be better for you
But I wanted to
I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm on my head, I'm sorry for the things
Are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt you
I self-destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me, cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should escape
Maybe I should escape
I never thought to tell you anything you did right
The way you held my hand when we were too high
Hope you know it was good, it was perfect
In the back of a cab, got me thinking that
I can't be better for you
Say that I miss you, it's true
That I can't be better for you
But I wanted to
I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm on my head, I'm sorry for the things
Are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt you
I self-destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me, cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should escape
Maybe I should escape
I never thought to tell you anything
Take it back, maybe you should love again
Find a new place, lay your head
Try to forget everything
Take it back, maybe you can love again
Find a room with a better bed
And a new friend
I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm on my head, I'm sorry for the things
Are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt you
I self-destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me, cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should escape
Maybe I should escape
I never thought to tell you anything
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