Sometimes I wake up in the morning and before the first look outside I know today is not going to be good and this day is already gone My body suddenly feels deaf, in me uncomfortable silence Today I don't have any pills against my bad feeling I know there is no shadow without light But I just don't see it right now I'm sorry, please leave me alone, I just want to be sad Let me cry inside until the wounds heal, I want to scream out the pain It just takes a little time, it's already over again, it doesn't have to be forever I'm sorry, please leave me alone, I just want to be sad My thoughts are just gray around the color I feel unbearable heaviness, cold under my skin I just can't breathe anymore, this huge stone Lies right on my chest, the fear is big and I'm so small I know there is no shadow without light But I just don't see it right now I'm sorry, please leave me alone, I just want to be sad Let me cry inside until the wounds heal, I want to scream out the pain It just takes a little time, it's already over again, it doesn't have to be forever I'm sorry, please leave me alone, I just want to be sad Let me cry inside until the wounds heal, I want to scream out the pain I just can't breathe anymore, this huge stone I'm sorry, please leave me alone, I just want to be sad Let me cry inside until the wounds heal, I want to scream out the pain But I just don't see it right now I just don't see it right now I just can't breathe anymore, this huge stone I just can't breathe anymore I just can't breathe anymore