I've been here way too long, I've been through way too much I have no idea what this is all about I'm spinning my rounds, I'm spinning through slowly I feel way too confined, I don't feel so good Hopes are set, I'm not in the mood anymore Cellphone is silent and my heart is next to it I'm so next to it And I see my friends, they are way too high I'm sitting on the *** bench and I just wanna go home But let's be honest, I actually want to go even further I want to go far away That's why Sayonara, I leave you behind and say Sayonara, I say goodbye to you Sayonara, maybe we'll see each other sometime Maybe then I'm done with you I lay awake way too long, my head explodes It hits my throat and I hyperventilate I look at the clock and it's four in the meantime I will still lose myself I've been through too much, I have to get away from you You used me and let me ask myself why The pressure is building up in me, I just have to get away from here I'm not in the mood anymore We still have everything in front of us, but we don't have time We're just laughing when they're on it, others are pulling lines I don't feel this party at all, this is not my world This is not my world And I see my friends, they are way too high I'm sitting on the *** bench and I just wanna go home But let's be honest, I actually want to go further I want to go far away That's why Sayonara, I leave you behind and say Sayonara, I say goodbye to you Sayonara, maybe we'll see each other sometime Maybe then I'm done with you