I really wish that anyone can live his life as he wants to That nobody has to experience death, I mean serious death Death of friends or stuff like that Cause you ain't like me I'm a sad boy Smoked a lil blunt to kill my mind Was my fault Seeing demons in the night Was my choice Now I try to escape from life You're my voice I'm a sad boy Smoked a blunt to kill my mind Blown smoke in the sky Seeing demons in the night I guess it's better with time But I'm dying Wasn't my choice Could've distressed our life Distressed our life And I'm high, fly, fly Drunken by the things that disrupt my life Take you on a trip through time To my sad, sad mind 20 years old and I feel like 10 Learned too many things on my way to hell What you do if your ex could kill herself It's not a joke if my ex could kill herself I ain't thinking about these times How many pain can I survive What kept me going to jump in front of the train I wish I never had to discover this pain Life isn't good, life is so bad Life isn't wonderful Filmed in the 60's Black and white, yeah it's not colorful Misunderstood and it's okay Cause you don't understand Don't take it personal Yeah I'm just sad as hell Cause I'm a Sad boy Smoked a little blunt to kill my mind Wasn't my fault Seeing demons in the night Wasn't my choice Now I try to escape from life You're my voice I'm a sad boy I'm a sad boy Smoked a little blunt to kill my mind Wasn't my fault Seeing demons in the night Wasn't my choice Now I try to escape from life You're my voice I'm a sad boy You're my voice I'm a sad boy Smoked a little blunt to kill my mind Wasn't my fault