I walked out for days, I'm up in jeans Counting the ways to get out of this space My self-medicate, I'm going insane Smoke in the air, I'm on the hay Slipping on Henny, but nothing to chase *** for the pain, I'm going insane You say you feel sorry for me, I'm not sorry If this is the best that I've been I'm not happy, the truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend Yeah, everything's boring and bleak I'm not hoping for better I made my peace, I'm not laughing The truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Buried in my shoes I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Buried in my shoes Baby, I'm sick, only want players Come cast a blank out because he's so gangster My boy's in jail, I'm a cliche I'll make my mind till I comatose Fortified whiskey and double the dose One for the heart, one for the soul You say you feel sorry for me, I'm not sorry If this is the best that I've been I'm not happy, the truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend Yeah, everything's boring and bleak I'm not hoping for better I made my peace, I'm not laughing The truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Buried in my shoes I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Buried in my shoes You got me in my bag From a boy bummed out, life's a drag And I don't wanna tap But I prefer a drag of these menthols Feel like the devil's pissing on my menthol And now I'm all pissy Like it's raining down a s*** storm I'm just trying to kick it like a couple hundred centaurs But you won't let me chill So I'm even more *** Say the wrong word and this motherf***er lift off Turn my Bangkok to North Korea Secretly, I like it when we get to screaming I'm so numb, I'm just trying to feel anything Pill poppin' illogic, mixing that with anything And now I'm feeling nauseous, the anticipation's killing me Back, back, give me 50 feet like I've seen a baby Checked out negativity with words and similes I'm still in need of everything that you were sending me I'm sad and bored Say you feel sorry for me, I'm not sorry Yeah, this is the best that I've been I'm not happy, the truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend Yeah, everything's boring and bleak I'm not hoping for better I'm in more peace, I'm not laughing The truth is that I'll never be But at least I don't need to pretend I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Bored on my shelf I'm sad and bored I'm sad and bored Bored on my shelf