All I hear, loud and clear, everything you don't say
Instances, souvenirs, everything that you gave
I keep looking for things I can pick apart
Cause I can't hook myself to another sinking star, babe
Maybe I'm jaded, but I can tell that this one's gonna hurt
It's gonna hurt
When you look me in the eyes and tell me this ain't gonna work
It's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt, yeah
I can feel it coming, I'm preparing for it

For the worst
When I get scared, I sabotage, I sabotage
Heart that I care with a savage heart
My camouflage
When I get scared, I think too hard
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
You'll know I care when the damage starts
I'll drive us apart
You and me, honestly, never really feels quite real to me
Fantasy's threatening to steal my heart
Oh, oh, oh
I keep looking for things I can pick apart

Looking for signs we ain't gonna last
Cause if I could, I would stay forever here in your arms, babe
I push you away
Cause I can tell that it's just gonna hurt
It's gonna hurt
When you look me in the eyes and tell me this ain't gonna work
It's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt, yeah
I can feel it coming, I sabotage, I sabotage, yeah
I can feel it coming, I'm preparing for the worst
Oh, oh, oh
When I get scared, I sabotage, I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
Heart that I care with a savage heart
My camouflage
Oh, oh, oh
When I get scared, I think too hard
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
You know I care when the damage starts
I'll drive us apart
I'm looking for a fight
I know you've got the knife
So I'll load up a rifle
I'll push until we break
I know you'd never stay
So this is just survival
This is just survival
I'll pack up in the night
Before you go to sleep
Before you even try
Oh, coming with the final
The final blow
My heart was yours to take
I couldn't risk the pain
Oh, this is just survival
This is just survival
When I get scared, I sabotage
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
Heart that I care with a savage heart
My camouflage
Oh, oh, oh
When I get scared, I think too hard
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
You know I care when the damage starts
I'll drive us apart
I'm looking for a fight
When I get scared, I sabotage
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
We don't start the fight
I'm rooting up for mine
I thought I care with a savage heart
Like, camouflage
Oh, oh, oh
Before you even try
When I get scared, I think too hard
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
This is just survival
Oh, oh, oh
You know I care when the damage starts
I sabotage
I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
I sabotage

You'll know I care when the damage starts


I sabotage
Oh, oh, oh
Everything you don't say
Insincere souvenirs
Everything that you gave