I wanna smoke till I can't wake up Self-medicate when I light that paper I'll escape in a cloud of vapor Get so high I tell my demons, see you later You lose yourself, you lose your way They lie to you, you take the bait Just another way to take the pain Lights off, I'm hoping it'll fade Guess I never learned to take the blame I'm always running away I'm always running away, away, away from me I'm always running away I'm always running away, away, away from me I'm always running away I made one too many bad decisions Head was full of all the wrong opinions When you don't believe in the song you've been singing It's time to get back to you in the beginning I was just chilling, I was just living Building a zoo in my bedroom with Dylan I was just rapping this human I'm killing Even when they told me to stick to the singing You lose yourself, you lose your will To lie to you, you take the bait Just another way to take the pain Lights off, I'm hoping it'll fade Guess I never learned to take the blame I'm always running away I'm always running away, away, away from me I'm always running away I'm always running away, away, away from me I'm always running away I'm running, I'm running I'm running, I'm running I'm running, I'm running I'm running, I'm running I'm always running away, away, away from me I'm always running away I'm always running, I'm always running away I'm always running away, I'm always running away I'm always running away I'm always running away