Don't try to call

There are some bridges that burn beyond recognition beyond repair

Don't say you've changed

There are some forces that turn beyond recollection beyond my stare When I feel the cold in the dark

I know you're there Long ago I was a woman in pain

A woman in need, I ran to you

Long ago I did not understand

You were making me bleed, I ran to you When I feel the cold in the dark

I know what you do I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass

In the ruins

Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense

In the ruins I know your heart has held its own fear

It's perfectly clear what they did to you

But in my heart it's the screaming I hear

I won't let them come near since my love knew you When I feel the cold in the dark

I remember you I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass

In the ruins

Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense

In the ruins Night after night I am carving it out

I will carry it down to the waterside

Night after night I am hearing the sound

Of wings that come beating I will not hide When I feel the cold in the dark

I will know why But I will crawl through my past over stones, blood and glass

In the ruins

Reaching under the fence as I try to make sense

In the ruins But if I am to heal I must first learn to feel

In the ruins

I will crawl, I will crawl, I will crawl