I'm scared, it feels like you don't care Enlighten me, my dear Why am I still here? I don't mean to be complacent with the decisions you've made But why? In the back of my mind, you died And I didn't even cry, not a single tear And I'm sick of waiting patiently For someone that won't even arrive Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah In the back of my mind, I killed you And I didn't even regret it I can't believe I said it But it's true I hate you