I'm so sorry that I couldn't leave a light on Blacked out, failed, you know that I looklike a joke Getting choked up about blue cars and bookshopsWhy can't we play Mercury retrograde That'd be easier for meOh, I know you don't believe in all that stuff But I do and I'm lonelyOh, I know I made my bed But I'm still trying to understandWhy my tight grip loosened day by day And my fierce love dilutedThe more I tried to feed the flame Lost my balance all over the placeMy emotions are overstatesSo I packed up all your stuff in my apartment All the pictures were the hardestRead the letter that you wrote me, I'd be lying If I said I wasn't cryingWhy can't we play Mercury retrograde That'd be easier for meOh, I know you don't believe in all that stuff But I do and I'm lonelyOh, I know I made my bed But I'm still trying to understandWhy my tight grip loosened day by day And my fierce love dilutedThe more I tried to feed the flame Lost my balance all over the placeMy emotions are overstatesOh, overstatesWhy my tight grip loosened day by day And my fierce love dilutedThe more I tried to feed the flame Lost my balance and that's okayMy emotions are overstatesOh, overstatesOh, overstatesSo sorry that I couldn't leave a light on Blacked out, failed, yeah