I'm just trying to do what I got to.
I'm growing up now,
trying to make my folks proud,
still on the pursuit of happiness,
part of why I'm rapping,
it's a band,
we're a bunch
and I never had much,
it's been a long road,
but still I got further to go,
lost so many
folks on my journey,
but only I've been learning and earning,
I'm the demon with the halo,
an angel with horns,
I know I contradict myself more and more,
but I never said that I was
perfect,
you can tell when I expose myself in these verses,
look inside them there,
you're
the one to blame,
you deserve to feel this pain,
you deserve to feel ashamed,
you're
just a waste of space,
just a disgrace,
nobody needs you,
you can only blame yourself whenever
any anybody leaves you,
you always fail,
and you should be in hell,
you don't deserve love,
cause you ain't enough,
those are just some things the devils whisper to me,
but I know
I must rise above.
It's so easy to fall,
getting up is the hard part,
one minute you're moving,
the next you are stuck,
and you're hitting some dots where it gets dark,
all we really wanna do is just live,
looking at some lights,
you know you deserve it,
anybody fighting,
do not stop,
man,
there's a way to come out and despite you in some moments,
I wonder if all this would change,
but because we're human,
we're feeling the pain,
not me,
the feeling was substance to control
the brain and to handle our problems,
we're nothing to gain,
but we're rising up,
and you know we gotta make a little move,
for the big ones to come,
now you're changing the route,
so you're moving on,
you wanna end,
nobody's stopping you,
all the moves you put out,
don't be living without,
there was an issue,
being discouraged,
you wanna make moves,
could be the downfall,
what do you want,
do you wanna lie,
when you're staying behind,
repeating the same,
do you wanna lie,
when you're happy inside,
making some big change,
you are the one who will make change,
in that moment it's now,
rise up.