Look at me, I feel homesick
Want my dog in the door
And the light in the kitchen
From the fridge on the floor
And the faint overhearing
Of my mom on the phone
Through the walls of my bedroom
Things that I shouldn't know
Think the bush might be broken
Cause the shocks never work
We're collectively hopeless
Hoping that the drive will be sure
People 24-7
It's the best and a curse
All they do is remind me
That I'm still in trouble
I'm so high but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself
I feel like myself
Right now
Pretty far from the ocean
Never thought that would hurt
Every lake here is frozen
Witches made me
Making it worse
This is somebody's hometown
Never been here before
And I'm writing down
Every street sign
Messed the spell and I'm sure
And I'm sure





I ended a friendship
On the day that I left
And though I really meant it
It still makes me upset
Am I losing my family?
Only every minute I'm gone
What if my little brother
Thinks my leaving was wrong?
Wrong, wrong
I'm so high but can't look down
Left my past life on the ground
Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now
I'm so tired but can't sit down
What if this is it for me?

Think I'm more alive somehow
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself right now
I feel like myself
I feel like myself right now