I'm
trying to look where things are off balance.
All I want to do is fix.
Never been a person who likes a mess
but a part of my body enjoyed it.
The rest is trying to push it away.
There's a voice I hear every night.
It sounded good till I realized it's controlling me.
Now I sleep every night,
covering my ears from it.
I don't want to listen.
All I want to do is take control again.
Voices really took control of my choices.
They just want me down so I don't care.
Why they drive me down?
Yeah, I know it.
Voices really took control of my choices.
They just want me down so I don't care.
Why they drive me down?
Yeah, I know it.
I know it.
I bet on it.
I'm real tight, really
drowning.
All on my side.
I'm all in it.
From that night,
all in it.
Let's go eat it and
talk right.
Do you get it?
How bad I fight?
Do you feel it?
When I'm on that
base, when I'm all in their faces.
I'm growing up and it's not what I thought.
Look what it brought to me.
At this age, I don't know what is a must.
What should
be done and I
don't know if I'm trying.
It gave no result.
It doesn't go up really.
I
relate that I have said a lot,
but I never sum up really.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
And I go
hard on me.
Put the blame on the side.
Turn it all on me.
When I think that it's time, break it down only.
When it comes to the night,
I just want to scream.
And am I hate when the sun is rising?
Thought up to a dream that I always keep on hiding.
I just want to leave,
but I know I gotta fight now.
I got * to lose.
Voices really took control of my choices.
They just want me down, so I don't care.
Why they drop me down?
Yeah, I know we.