Fill my own gasoline, spend my time, that ain't cheap In my head, on repeat, things you said But didn't mean, it's a little pathetic, honestly And I shouldn't let it get to me Oh, why have I been letting you live, run free in my mind? Why have I been letting you in, even when I'm right? You were never there, you never cared, baby, why should I? Let you ruin my life, I want you out tonight Forgot your card, guess I'll pay Apologies you've never made I'm so tired of feeling this way All you took, all I gave It's a little pathetic, honestly And I shouldn't let it get to me Oh, why have I been letting you live, run free in my mind? Why have I been letting you in, even when I'm right? You were never there, you never cared, baby, why should I? Let you ruin my life, I want you out tonight I don't wanna think about how we might've had it all I don't wanna think about how we might've been wrong I'm ready to live without you, I'm ready to move along Why have I been letting you live, run free in my mind? Why have I been letting you in, even when I'm right? You were never there, you never cared, baby, why should I? Oh, why? I want you out tonight