I was a torment The endless cycle of torment draws at the back of my soul The endless pain can't stand my wrath, I can't touch, can't feel the pain I'm forever undone I'm forever undone I'm forever undone Composed of endless doubt with unbalanced irrational speculations Of scenarios in conversations with faces I don't know Over-analyzed, senseless and iniquitous situations My mind, a constant creation I've lost it A curse of humility that I've lost I hate myself for being so self-sufficient I've been a torment I was a torment The endless cycle of torment draws at the back of my soul The endless pain can't stand my wrath, I can't touch, can't feel the pain I'm forever undone I'm forever undone I'm forever undone Over-analyzed, senseless and iniquitous situations My mind, a constant creation I've lost it A curse of humility that I've lost I hate myself for being so self-sufficient I'm forever undone I'm forever undone I'm forever undone The clutched and aching The fear of things I cannot control Relentless torment A decaying mind trapped inside a lost shell A decaying mind trapped inside a lost shell Aggressively Through an ocean I feel My conscience is lost I am lost